Shiawa I

hi. sorry ngayon nalang po ulit ako nakapagpost hehehe. after this past few days i've really been doing okay, i'm still addicted to net surfing, so much. hating hati na ang oras ko sa paglalaro ng zephi, o2jam, ym and forums. lol. and sometimes it's not even balanced. i've been playing zephi for almost the whole day, constantly... yes, i have already moved on from my past personal issues --- concerning about chi. see, snsbi ko na nga ba e dami niya ginawa para lang maconvince ako na forgive ko xa... but in the end ayun, we're still friends ^-^ yup, close friends. (patayin ko magssbi na hnd na ako straight, nyahahahahahar-.- (waaaaaaaaaaaa xD God please no. XD) xD

i dont know, but i'm really happy everytime i'm with chi. ^-^ masaya tlga xa kausap, and sometimes naiisip ko padin na xa parin yung unang nakilala ko. well xa pa nga only na alam ko na nga na..................... tugsh xD... well anyway at least we're in good terms again. ^_^ i dont want to feel that terrible feeling again (it always happen pag magkagalit ako or kinaiinisan na hindi naman dapat.) hehe, so there i hope she feels the same way. lol sbi pala niya sakin kgabi nung lasing xa, na naattach na daw xa sakin. but i didnt get it. =) saddest kc nsaktan tlga nia ako and at the same time happy kc lagi xa ang ksama ko. sometimes i wish i could hang with her in RL, but i know di naman kme mag-eenjoy if ever hindi tlga ako msayang ksama. proven na un. hehehe. d ko nga alam bkt nag click kme ni chi.. malayo layo ang hobbies and interest namin sa isat isa.. meron din pagkakapareho pero majority wala. dba chi?xD

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meanwhile, this day is really troublesome since it's the last day before the mangaholix. i really really want to go but my dad said i can go if my brother will come. so i had to convince him for the whole day to come with me. ggr. wala na nga ako maisip kundi sweldohan nalang xa e para lang samahan ako. kainis. haha. damn. i want to go T.T some people in the WTF?! forums really wants me to go, since madami na akong EB's na na skip, especially the one EB that i really wanted to go. T.T pero nasa cebu ako nun... hahay... i'll see someone there for the first and last time--- daw. nagpapakaemo naman xa, but i try to understand him kung ano man ung reasons nya dun, haha.. pero ngayon di na kme masyado nag-uusap unlike before na sobra sobra. c chris pala to btw. hehe. xD

yup and of course i think my bestfriend will be there. that's my main reason for going. lol. ^-^ if ever it's my last time to see her for the whole summer. plus the last time i saw her-.- well di ko masyado nakasama kc mas sinamahan niya ung bf nia kesa saken T.T (joke lang nech) alam ko at alam mo na un nga, naging masama ako sakanya T.T im really sorrry T.T i dont know why im so cold when it comes to him, maybe maxado lang insecure? selosa T.T (waaaaaaah) ><>