Shiawa II

so.. hehe.. today is last day of the month.. 30.. hehehe.. it's my friend's birthfay, but for me it's one more ordinary summer day.. hehe.. well mag-ccomputer na lang..haha.....

the other day my dad said he was hurt when he felt i ignored him when he came home.. but in all honestly i was just so hooked to the pc i just forgot ><.. after that he gave me a punishment not to use the computer until the next day..aww.. i couldnt even reason out because anyway he's not gonna listen..hehehe.. it was so hard, i really had nothing to do, i didnt have the interest to watch tv, and was just sound3ping all day.. ehe~.. and then poof------it's the next day. haha...

the next day i woke up early, and then when i could use the computer my dad was trying to say something again to piss me off, like hnd pren daw ako mkkgmit because i haven't said sorry yet..when i really did (it was the first thing i said x.x).. then dami pa niya snbi it made me soo mad i immediately shut my down and went to my room.. xD weep weep weep.. xD......
then he went there to talk to me like nothing happened..asking me to accompany him cause he's going out. okay. just to make up for him..(or whatever if everything was really my fault.-.-)

it so happened that we went to asian hospital because my dad is sick..again.. x.x he was there for a checkup.. at ako? tiga-sama.hahaha. when we arrived there i went ahead to the food court of course to eat (haha).. xD.. hnd man lang snmhan dad ko sa doctor dba..hehe.. and then at that time i was just texting calvin like ow anu gawa mo na, then i wasnt really expecting much to his replies when he said.. "nasa asian din daw xa ppcheck up mom nya" x.x tugsh...xD my first initial reaction was "ah okay astig preho tayong nandito.."ahaha..hnd pa nbigla eh noh.. hehehe.. it took awhile before i saw him because he didnt want to say where he was, and likewise.. x.x

anyway's i was really just there to accompany my dad.. so okay lang baka madaanan ko nalang cla calvin dba.. hehe.. i was just following my dad when we went to the third floor (nursery,where the cute babies are *_*) haha.. my dad even talked to a staff there tas nagddaldalan cla.. and then ako naman tntgnan ko kung papunta na cla calv.. because nagtxt xa nsa 3rd floor nden xa.. xD.. then i saw him with kuya carlos.. haha.. mejo malayo ako sknila so i thnk d nila ako nakikita..parang sumisilip lang.. haha.. xD they were just at back of me.. i didnt want to look at them kinakabahan? XD haha.. then kuya carlos approached me and i talked to him.. xD well i was obviously shy he couldnt even hear well what i was saying :)) then aftr that we walked back to the elavator that's where i saw calvin from the other aisle.... haha.. kinakabahan tlga i waved at him when he said "ppsssst" x.x buti alam nyang ako un.. i was really walking that's why when i saw him parnag glance lang.. i dont even remember what he looks like again. x.x i just remembered he's really tall, white complexion tsaka may glasses na kulay black at malaki xa..hehe.. nanliit nga ako x.x

at least i saw them. haha. c= accidentally. nagkataon tlgang andun kmeng lahat.galing. haha. the funny thing is out of all places why it has to be the hospital ..hehe.. that's got to be one of my weirdest and funniest moment ever. c=

Endless

Up to this very day i'm still playing automatic by utada hikaru --- haha. it's really stuck in my head and it seems to sound so nostalgic as i can seem to remember some childhood memories, haha x.x and then i found the song started in 1998 pala. kaya pala e. (xD).. anyway.. that kinda reminds me of a friend i saw yesterday while i was in an internet cafe... we dont talk anymore since i moved to a new school in h.s, but before she was really close to me and we were classmates for 6 straight years lol. xD when i saw her i suddenly freaking remember before i failed on a stupid math quiz and i cried cause i was really dissapointed to myself. I got to hid it completely to the class except for her she knew I was crying. aww. haha. and before she's my partner on saying funny things. kulang ang araw kpag walang nagppatawa. hehe. hay.. and now i miss them again ._. I wonder what could've happen if I didnt leave cbds.. xD.. anyway in less than 20 days school will start again. T.T i still feel i haven't done much yet this summer. xD hehe, of course, practically i was always in front of the pc every single day.. xD.. dba matagal ko nang narealize na buhay ko na pala ang pagppc. haha. xD. there. i also remember that yesterday is an anniversary day from attending yfc summer camp. that was last yr may 23.. it was so fun and i even met a friend there whom i never met again. hahaha. i wonder how she;s doing...

hayy, i still dont want to go to school T.T i just wanna stay like this all day, id rather be bored than writing some stuffs at school.. x.x haha.. goodbye geom x.x and hello advance algebra..(argg!) kwawa nman ako i really really hate algeb, obviously i'm not good at it but i'll really push harder this year since i'm a graduating student.. and then after that. college na! wahaha.. xD.. i know some people who already starts studying as early as now for college exams, (i actually planned on doing that also but i'm a procastinator.. sorry -_-) one is vanessa. and that's for some reason why i haven't talk to her this past few days, actually I think i'm the one who's trying to avoid her right now... I dont know, I felt so bad after seeing her in moa... hahay -_- sama ko noh... -_- ayun, I just wish I can spend the last few days of this summer as enjoyable as i can. kahit magbabad lng ng magbbad sa computer bsta masaya.. and in fact, i'm really happy whenever i talk to some people and such.. ^-^ ayun hindi ako makalaro ng zephi cause the server is down, hehe youtube nalang muna ako... xD

now playing: endless story by yuna ito

Shiawa I

hi. sorry ngayon nalang po ulit ako nakapagpost hehehe. after this past few days i've really been doing okay, i'm still addicted to net surfing, so much. hating hati na ang oras ko sa paglalaro ng zephi, o2jam, ym and forums. lol. and sometimes it's not even balanced. i've been playing zephi for almost the whole day, constantly... yes, i have already moved on from my past personal issues --- concerning about chi. see, snsbi ko na nga ba e dami niya ginawa para lang maconvince ako na forgive ko xa... but in the end ayun, we're still friends ^-^ yup, close friends. (patayin ko magssbi na hnd na ako straight, nyahahahahahar-.- (waaaaaaaaaaaa xD God please no. XD) xD

i dont know, but i'm really happy everytime i'm with chi. ^-^ masaya tlga xa kausap, and sometimes naiisip ko padin na xa parin yung unang nakilala ko. well xa pa nga only na alam ko na nga na..................... tugsh xD... well anyway at least we're in good terms again. ^_^ i dont want to feel that terrible feeling again (it always happen pag magkagalit ako or kinaiinisan na hindi naman dapat.) hehe, so there i hope she feels the same way. lol sbi pala niya sakin kgabi nung lasing xa, na naattach na daw xa sakin. but i didnt get it. =) saddest kc nsaktan tlga nia ako and at the same time happy kc lagi xa ang ksama ko. sometimes i wish i could hang with her in RL, but i know di naman kme mag-eenjoy if ever hindi tlga ako msayang ksama. proven na un. hehehe. d ko nga alam bkt nag click kme ni chi.. malayo layo ang hobbies and interest namin sa isat isa.. meron din pagkakapareho pero majority wala. dba chi?xD

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meanwhile, this day is really troublesome since it's the last day before the mangaholix. i really really want to go but my dad said i can go if my brother will come. so i had to convince him for the whole day to come with me. ggr. wala na nga ako maisip kundi sweldohan nalang xa e para lang samahan ako. kainis. haha. damn. i want to go T.T some people in the WTF?! forums really wants me to go, since madami na akong EB's na na skip, especially the one EB that i really wanted to go. T.T pero nasa cebu ako nun... hahay... i'll see someone there for the first and last time--- daw. nagpapakaemo naman xa, but i try to understand him kung ano man ung reasons nya dun, haha.. pero ngayon di na kme masyado nag-uusap unlike before na sobra sobra. c chris pala to btw. hehe. xD

yup and of course i think my bestfriend will be there. that's my main reason for going. lol. ^-^ if ever it's my last time to see her for the whole summer. plus the last time i saw her-.- well di ko masyado nakasama kc mas sinamahan niya ung bf nia kesa saken T.T (joke lang nech) alam ko at alam mo na un nga, naging masama ako sakanya T.T im really sorrry T.T i dont know why im so cold when it comes to him, maybe maxado lang insecure? selosa T.T (waaaaaaah) ><>

Kanashi II

edited and no plans on brining back.

strained memories are to be forgotten, oha oha! XD

isa lang mssbi ko, happiness and sadness: ZEPHI ROCKS.! XD

Kanashi I

a simple reminder that i'll be posting my blogs here starting today. haha. (i think i'm done over xanga..err) hai hai. hopefully i'll do a lots of posting here so, be with my guys. lol. anyway why love and life? cause i can't think of any title for the moment except for that phrase of the song "chiisana inori" from fruits basket. haha love and life. (yupyup, it's a good song very calming and relaxing and the voice is just soo cute. ü) of course, i will be posting some of my thoughts for the next things, experiences that i will have. and this is my chance to be able to share them with you. (nakks naman). xempre kung interesado ka malaman. haha. ^_^

so anyway, comments are very welcome. ^_^ thanks for your time. i hope you're all enjoying your summer so far, well mine is quite boring compared to last year (which is really the best) but i'm still enjoying anyway... indulging myself to nonstop net surfing, gaming, forums ym ym and gaming again. lol. now i dont seem to go outside to hang out anymore. sometimes but not everytime. too lazy? hehe....-.-

nothing interesting really happened today, except for my enrollment. (which is really annoying, btw >_>;;) we were all hurrying up and then when we got home..well i forgot a few things. because i wasn't able to check them. so i have to go back again T.T aww. but that's ok (talaga) at least i'll be able to check my class list. sana naman dumami na kami. haha. that's all for now.

dang-chan. ü xx-is not an emo btw, mind you...-xx XD XD XD