merikuri :D

great. so many things are happening this christmas. i've been eating a lot
lately and yea it's the first time that i've been conscious about my weight for my whole life. lolz. i've been also attending many parties. haha. soo fun. and now it's gonna be christmas eve later on but i think we're staying at home. it makes me relief so i could just rest XD. waah. haha. soo christmas. somehow i feel the spirit of xmas and somehow i don't. i keep on worrying about my acet >.<, considering i'd leave some of my vacation days for studying. hahaha. well. goodluck nlng sken xD nyahahaha. can't wait for tomorrow. kakain nnman. nyahahaha. and gifts *_* whoo. gifts ^_^. i spend a lot just to give gifts to my friends O_O;; but it's okay O_O;; xmas means giving ayt?O_O;; wahahaha.
there. so far i'm enjoying my vacation, spending my time in front of the pc. xD again..and again! nyahahaha.i want to go back playing OL games... -_-;; i also have problems to deal about myself and something relating to other people.O_O i wish i could manage it. woo O_O;; so ayun.

merry xmas to all!! classmates,friends,wtfcosplayers,hipstir,gamers and most especially JALARCANS! ^____^ MERRY XMAS. i hope each and everyone of you will enjoy your vacation! ^_^ weee. i l0ve you all. hahaha. :D

yeay! finally it's sembreak. tapos nadin ang nightmare before christmas. i don't think i contributed well but at least okay naman xa. hayy. ayun!. ang next napproblemahin ang WBL. hayy. lec's not gonna be there so it's going to be hard. (talking about basketball competition), i wish we could really win even just one game...xD oh well. may prac na ako jaaaaaaa.........


listening to: jason mraz (i'm yours)

time: 9:41 am

destination point

i'm currently listening to be my baby by whigfield. (it's a childhood favorite song and listening to it makes it all nostalgic) hayy. somehow i miss grade school life. anyway setting it aside.. today is nice weather although it rained a little earlier, and earlier this morning ynna went to my place and she just chilled (i haven't seen her in a while) i cooked her breakfast and yea. we had a wonderful time..talking about anime, tests, and stuff.. i hope we can take the test together for the next USTET.. hehe.. later on i'll be going to my aunt's house for a birthday night dinner. But now it's a bit boring haha..so a time for another journal entree.:)

yesterday was a really weird/fun day.. the whole class was hooked, literally addicted to playing SUDOKU (thanks to eloisa bringing another sudoku book) even I was hooked on it..(considering I don't play it before) and yesterday we just answered many puzzles, i got to answer 4 mediums and 1 easy.. i even spend a physics class for it x.x bah~ anyway it was fun.. after school we also had basketball practice.. which was really fun too, i get to become closer (at least) to some of my teamates. so.. attending was all worth while. win or lose, i can't wait for the competition. I also did my best at the game yesterday.. although I need to improve my shooting, it has become horrible xD haha. And over this weekend i have tons of work to do..hayy! but it's okay.. I'm all in the mood to it. really. ü


Mood: satisfied. anxious, calm

end song: pretty boy

time: 12:44pm

"pretty pretty boy of mine, just tell me you love me too......."

only a lyric.no other meaning.hehehe.

Lovelyloveless

i'm currently listening to sayonara solitaire... *phew* ^^, it's a very relaxing song so, yea.. it's been more than a month since my last post, sorry for that.. no entrees for august.. honto ni gomene~.. i've been busy enough in school.. and basketball practices (our event is nearly coming this october), test.. periodicals and a lot more stuff. upcat + quarterly examinations + NCAE all happened in august. i think it all paid off since i think i did a good job o_o i received my card yesterday and they were all pretty okay, except for math.(darn i wish it was just geometry again).. well anyways i'm aiming harder and i really wish i could be in the merit circle!! arggs haha.. xD well there.......

anyway.. i've been starting to watch anime's again. THANK GOD. and i really do miss them, i started with watching detective conan since, i wasn't able to attend our class retreat last august 13 for some stupid (really,stupid) reasons.. and because of that i spend that day watching DC's and downloading movies. im back to being a detective maniac. haha. and then after that i watched loveless which is really a good anime, I COULD RELATE to the main character, risa koizumi, that whenever she laughs or cries i do the same thing too, while watching the series, and it's not yet finished, and then i watched 13 episodes loveless.. it's a yaoi thing, mystery and drama and i loved it!! haha.. the songs and the credits are nice. i also watched bokura ga ita, but i stopped, it was about an extremely weird and dramatic love story... and then now im starting to watch season 2 of school rumble, superb laugh3p and the jokes never fail! haha it's really funny and im enjoying every minute of watching it. haiiiiiii. thank God for all these anime titles who brought back myself again. cause this is really who i am, i kinda forgot my being otakuness.. i've also been gone to my precious jalarcan site and now im back with them again. I MISS JALARCAN. i miss the pioneers and the members. really,i do. and actually i had problem with someone also but now i've come to forgive her. although i don't when we can truly be like before... again. sigh.

and about my loveliwushuness? haha. it's okay i'm quite used to UNREQUITED LOVE. no kidding. ahaha. i choose it to be that way, and i'm happy with it, to feel that you love someone is enough for me. so there, no need to try and stay away from him, I just treasure all the times that I've been hooked to him and nevertheless, i'm happy happy happy.xD

oh, and the mp3 that im using is away now.sad.sad. but i replaced my cellphone and i'm happy for that also.. :). I'm also looking forward this september, the career fair, the field trip..me and ynna's adventure.. (going to my house), more FAID days (hopefully), interactions with JALARCAN, finishing more anime series, GOING TO MOM'S HOUSE!XD, ecology month GOING back to YM, o2jamming again.. xD, more chillings at trixie's place and nonstop txting. haha. and saving money.lolol.(i have to save money) XD.............

so there, that's what i've been recently.....doing. nothing changed ne? hehe.. :) overall i feel contented.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY also to MAMA MARY TODAY! thank you for everything!! I love you!! xD hehehe..!!

Another Untangle

."ai no farewell"..

There's one more thing I wish to say
Before I'm letting you go
Wishing you all the happiness
By the Days as you will know

Thanks for being there for me
Like you have been a part...
I wished you knew wherever you are
You'll always be in my heart..

hai, you'll always be in my heart...

*ai means love in japanese... (who knows not? xD)
*it's good for incantations..just kidding..
*i just wanna share it i made it today...

*toodles* ^_^

it's coming

yeay it's coming ^^

otanjoubiness

happy bday to my dad

seven.seven.

7-7-7, i hoped it could have been a good day for me, just like 6-6-6.. only that, when it's at night time my luck changes.. and just like 6-6-6.. the same way happened to 7-7-7. *sigh*.. i wonder.. and keep thinking i've been doing foolish things, is that why luck is not with me??

actually i really had fun within the day. i hanged along w/ trixie (she's my new classmate btw,) and we went shopping ang supposedly we had to attend a basketball practice.. but it was raining really bad..(we even run through the rain from the parking lot to the mall, we we're soaking wet and people just stared at us.. trixie convinced me to do it! haha).. anyway just to describe that my day was pretty normal, at dinner we went to an inn and even had a ktv by the bar.. there was no people so we had the venue all to ourselves.. and we sang..and sang..and sang..and danced too..it's really fun...her family is nice, and i'd really love to hang out with them again nextime..

but when i arrived home at 9:30.. things didnt turn my way again..(just like always).. i had an arguement with my brother.. and whatever it was and it ended up the same..my dad was dissapointed with me..again, he sided with my brother.. he scolded me, telling me that i should show kindess towards him..hello, he already made me cry 3 times, strike 3 for this week.. he's getting in my nerves already....and i've had enough. i really do. ._. my dad starts to give a threat about disconnecting the dsl..(i hate it when he does that!! T.T).. so i didnt have a choice.. i couldn't even reason out. shet.

i cried, again..cry..cry..cry, my brother didnt even cared.. but that was to be expected from him, my dad said lots of things and for me they were all pointless.. it didnt even help one bit to cheer me up.. he was just there looking at me and said i didnt look good whenever i cry.. haha.. when i feel upset i get over it all alone, i dont call anyone and i dont run to anyone.. just to myself.. (is it like i try to be strong?) i guess that's really me...i'd cry and to talk to myself.. "why is this happening to me..." bakit nga kaya? -_-

but on the other side im still that "optimistic" girl anyway, i cry things over and the next day im back to normal.. (sometimes i hate it now) nothing happens, and because of that im really taken for granted. they take it as an advantage. i easily forgive but i dont forget.. so there, i dont know how to deal with my brother anymore, if he doesnt need a sister than i dont need him too (sorry for being mean) but i tell you he's meaner.crap. if he apologizes to me i'd reconsider anyway.. i still care for them......sigh.. im tired of crying.. my tears dont even taste like saltysalty anymore (haha) seriously! hayy.. but i could never deal with all of this if not for my friends.. all of them.. online, and at school..they're the only ones that keeps me alive.. ^_^;; thank you.. now im ending this blog entree with a smile on my face ^_^;; smile......

p.s il make my bro feel sorry.. bwahahaha -_-


hey..it's 1:00am now,...

catechistaz

hi. presenting my some of my "dearest" classmates. ^_^, we, the 4th year st. humbeline students... on
an ordinary thursday afteroon around dismissal time. ^_^ from left that's angel the wackiest and loudest girl we have! haha, then next is me.. then lauren, abby, jade.. and shiela. left to right... and that's our classroom as our background. so basically we're at the corridor. haha. ayun. pichurpichur. hindi naman ako mxado pngiti ngiti ano?

so anyway, i haven't told much about my school life, have i? well okay, to start w/ it's really so damn hard to be a h.s senior (as i expected) and i dont know, as i get to know this class better each day, i find so many things i never knew before. like so many backstabbers, plastiks and such.. (sorry). i've always remained silent and never even cared but now that i know i start to act different as well. i'm not that girl who doesnt bite into things anymore, especially if i haven't done anything wrong, and besides "this is life." we all face problems in school too, not just academics, but anyway haha (what am i saying) i'm just telling that my class really has that ups and downs. mainly in our school we weren't the best batch. teacher would literally hate us and scold some of us and they get their nerves on us but on the other side friendly naman talaga kme! haha, so that's the humbeline. oh, and we're only 19.. :D onti? x.x it's an advantage but a disadvantage too.-.- specially at some school activities where we need lots of participants. -.-

oh well goodluck humbelinesssss! xD (catechistaz, the picture was taken after catechism subject)

i know grammar's not good in this entree. grammar-critic-assasinates-herself.. =.=

Hush Friday

hurray! and another school is week is over! it's a whole new weekend.. and -.- time for studying.. huhuh.. well it's okay..(that's life) T.T like I always say. It's really hard to be in senior high school.. *sigh*. and what more in college? xD.

oh well.anyway today's a good day. TGIF =^-^=. in the morning first we had an assembly.. and then classes..classes.. well it was fun.. i enjoyed school day today. although it was really tiring. (both in the mind and body) haha lol. and i enjoyed the long-period algebra today. ~_~ cause i participated well and there.. i listened! (lol) then in our arts class we made a group activity by triads..only to find out that one of my classmates cried because of us (?) because she thought we left her out but we didnt really have a chouce it was only for a group of 3. actually i was just asked to join my other 2 classmates, i really didnt mind who i am to be with.. well anyway she just cried and after that i knew her attitude was kind of different. towards me/us. then after that it was club hour.. i attended the futsal club this time. it was fun, tiring.. as usuall.. and yeah.. exhausting ~_~. our moderator is soooo.. hmm, unpredictable i guess. he's cool and sometimes he's not. haha kidding! but yes, it was fun anyway, and after that it was dismissal.that's where my classmate told me she cried because of us, for no reason (?) anyway i just said sorry.. i felt a little bad.. and there,.. friends again!

then when i got home i just organized my stuff and decided to visit my sick classmate.. and she was absent for 2 weeks, I went to her house without her knowing., haha. obviously she was surprised..and i stayed there till 8. i just talked to her and kept her company.. (obviously she didnt know what to do with me) haha kidding. i think i made her happy c= haha she missed me! (lafak) tralala~ xD.. well, at least she's going to go back to school on monday. i'm glad i visited her today. c=

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XelateblissX

wee, heheh.. :D saya. saya tlga! haha, school is soo fun today! grabe , i think this ought to be one of the best days of my ordinary high school life, so far the best as a senior! (lol drama :P)

bsta kc e, haha patawa tlga. :D seatmates ko sa kaliwa at kanan ang kkulit, tpos dun pa kami sa harap.. dhel sknila napapadaldal ako! hahaha, really, when they all know before that they were one of the people i never expect to be in good terms with. preho clang nakaawayan ko tlga, but at least now i'm happy that we're all good. haha. :D LOL.

anyway classes are really funny today! p6, economics!! even math! haha and of course english (my fave subject) the teacher is our advicer, na strict tlga xa, as an advicer, but i realized not as a teacher, saya nya magturo laugh3p tlga pati literature nmen may taichi pa! at nkktwa tlga ung taichi grabe! haha.. and then it economics we had discussion in the morning and in the afternoon we had a presentation and practice. pati practice angkkulet nmen haha bentang benta tlga cause we had to put into lyrics some economic phrases, kulit ng kanta! sa practice ang galing nung nagpresent na sabooog na..haha :D. and then every period lagi nalang ako daldal ng daldal c abby at grace kc dinadaldal akoooo haha, nanbintang ba?hehe.. bsta aun, it's really fun, i hope classes are always like that, and il never be bored going to school c=

Start

today. is a good day. (lol). the morning comes up with beautiful colors haha.the sun, the nature, our village.. the chirping birds (lol what am i sayng ><). actually, today is the first day of classes. but unfortunately i'm absent for something i've said yesterday. i noticed 3 bumps at the left side... napansin ko din na hindi pantay ung curves ko ><. it doesnt look right, and today i'll have a checkup for that.. my dad is really worried he was irritated about the fact that i knew this for a long time and i just told him now.. hmm.. it's not anything serious right? but he just keeps on scaring me, that it's not a laughing matter,it's a tumor or a cancer and he said i might not have children because of this cause it's near the ovary. LOL? xD... he's so darn pessimistic xD... yan kailngan ko pa tuloy umabsent T__T...

anyway so there. haha. so today's my official last day of summer. hayy. to describe my overall experiences, my summer is a bit boring than the last year. one is that my dad is sick the entire summer.. i had to accompany him to many hospitals. haha. actually this is the only summer where i've been to many,many hospitals. and everything is memorable. XD alabang,paranaque,laguna, and in cebu.. (where i had to go with him for 1 week and 3 days.. i was literally an alien and i had to spend days and days nonstop sa net to the point na ayoko na. lol in short,it was completely boring..xD) 75% computer xD..

summer 2007:
* I met the wtfcosplayers for the twice. the first one many whom i'm not close too.
* I attended cons for the 2nd and 3rd time (ozine and mangaholix)
* I met relatives whom I didnt know they were related to me. lol.!
* I went to 6 (more or less) hospitals.
* I saw many whom I know before for the first time. (WTF?! Cosplayers)
* I saw 2 people whom I know for the first time in all places, the hospital? (kyaca kyacl)
* I started to idolize cosplayers. (I used to hate them before) I think I want to be cosplayer...
* The summer where i spend less time to watching anime. I seldom watch animax, and even use
the net to watch some new titles. I was acting all lazy ><>
* I managed a forum we created. (Jalarcan Forum) ^_^ xD<--biggest achievement
* I became addicted to o2jam (from 12 - 31)xD
* I went back to playing ro, again. (zephiRO)
* I met someone who initially hid her gender from me, we're still friends anyway (ate ak xD)
* Cut my hair in a really new hairstyle. xD (the bangs?haha)
* I spent so much. (argggggggggggggggggg) really...........-.-
* I started playing audition. haha.
* I was sooo addicted to playing zephi I forgot so many things to do,seriously.(may 2007)
* My cp was gone for 20 days, it looked for me after.
* I bought 150 load in cebu, i used the 50 and 100 expired (lol it got lost) xD
* I overused the emoticon "xD" I even set a deal i'd never use it for a day,but i still did. xD
* Never saw my classmates throughout the summer.
* I found the t-shirt that I designed for the school. (on the spot drawing contest) xD
* I met so many of my cousins na hindi ko na maalala muka nila dati. hehe.
* I've been to a few familiar places.
* I swam to a beach like an alien, I had no one to talk to to kc lahat cla nagbbisaya.haha.
* I took home a seashell from cebu when it got here it was soo stinky. xD
* My best laughter happened in easter sunday, where i watch all the boys (including my bro) playing maria went to market. haha kakatawa tlga.
* I felt the true spirit of lenten season x.x lol. we really prayed the rosary everyday.. plus my dad was really really sick by that time.... -.-
* I never missed a sunday mass.
* I had an arguement with someone on easter sunday (calvin) nung bati na kami (after one week), i had an arguement with another one. -.-(chris) mga 1 week din. -.-
* I cried a river.
* I became so sad that I was soo mean to some of my friends.even to my bestfriend. (-_-)
* I spent a day on a golf course.
* sad..sad..sad.. xD & smile..smile..smile

Shiawa II

so.. hehe.. today is last day of the month.. 30.. hehehe.. it's my friend's birthfay, but for me it's one more ordinary summer day.. hehe.. well mag-ccomputer na lang..haha.....

the other day my dad said he was hurt when he felt i ignored him when he came home.. but in all honestly i was just so hooked to the pc i just forgot ><.. after that he gave me a punishment not to use the computer until the next day..aww.. i couldnt even reason out because anyway he's not gonna listen..hehehe.. it was so hard, i really had nothing to do, i didnt have the interest to watch tv, and was just sound3ping all day.. ehe~.. and then poof------it's the next day. haha...

the next day i woke up early, and then when i could use the computer my dad was trying to say something again to piss me off, like hnd pren daw ako mkkgmit because i haven't said sorry yet..when i really did (it was the first thing i said x.x).. then dami pa niya snbi it made me soo mad i immediately shut my down and went to my room.. xD weep weep weep.. xD......
then he went there to talk to me like nothing happened..asking me to accompany him cause he's going out. okay. just to make up for him..(or whatever if everything was really my fault.-.-)

it so happened that we went to asian hospital because my dad is sick..again.. x.x he was there for a checkup.. at ako? tiga-sama.hahaha. when we arrived there i went ahead to the food court of course to eat (haha).. xD.. hnd man lang snmhan dad ko sa doctor dba..hehe.. and then at that time i was just texting calvin like ow anu gawa mo na, then i wasnt really expecting much to his replies when he said.. "nasa asian din daw xa ppcheck up mom nya" x.x tugsh...xD my first initial reaction was "ah okay astig preho tayong nandito.."ahaha..hnd pa nbigla eh noh.. hehehe.. it took awhile before i saw him because he didnt want to say where he was, and likewise.. x.x

anyway's i was really just there to accompany my dad.. so okay lang baka madaanan ko nalang cla calvin dba.. hehe.. i was just following my dad when we went to the third floor (nursery,where the cute babies are *_*) haha.. my dad even talked to a staff there tas nagddaldalan cla.. and then ako naman tntgnan ko kung papunta na cla calv.. because nagtxt xa nsa 3rd floor nden xa.. xD.. then i saw him with kuya carlos.. haha.. mejo malayo ako sknila so i thnk d nila ako nakikita..parang sumisilip lang.. haha.. xD they were just at back of me.. i didnt want to look at them kinakabahan? XD haha.. then kuya carlos approached me and i talked to him.. xD well i was obviously shy he couldnt even hear well what i was saying :)) then aftr that we walked back to the elavator that's where i saw calvin from the other aisle.... haha.. kinakabahan tlga i waved at him when he said "ppsssst" x.x buti alam nyang ako un.. i was really walking that's why when i saw him parnag glance lang.. i dont even remember what he looks like again. x.x i just remembered he's really tall, white complexion tsaka may glasses na kulay black at malaki xa..hehe.. nanliit nga ako x.x

at least i saw them. haha. c= accidentally. nagkataon tlgang andun kmeng lahat.galing. haha. the funny thing is out of all places why it has to be the hospital ..hehe.. that's got to be one of my weirdest and funniest moment ever. c=

Endless

Up to this very day i'm still playing automatic by utada hikaru --- haha. it's really stuck in my head and it seems to sound so nostalgic as i can seem to remember some childhood memories, haha x.x and then i found the song started in 1998 pala. kaya pala e. (xD).. anyway.. that kinda reminds me of a friend i saw yesterday while i was in an internet cafe... we dont talk anymore since i moved to a new school in h.s, but before she was really close to me and we were classmates for 6 straight years lol. xD when i saw her i suddenly freaking remember before i failed on a stupid math quiz and i cried cause i was really dissapointed to myself. I got to hid it completely to the class except for her she knew I was crying. aww. haha. and before she's my partner on saying funny things. kulang ang araw kpag walang nagppatawa. hehe. hay.. and now i miss them again ._. I wonder what could've happen if I didnt leave cbds.. xD.. anyway in less than 20 days school will start again. T.T i still feel i haven't done much yet this summer. xD hehe, of course, practically i was always in front of the pc every single day.. xD.. dba matagal ko nang narealize na buhay ko na pala ang pagppc. haha. xD. there. i also remember that yesterday is an anniversary day from attending yfc summer camp. that was last yr may 23.. it was so fun and i even met a friend there whom i never met again. hahaha. i wonder how she;s doing...

hayy, i still dont want to go to school T.T i just wanna stay like this all day, id rather be bored than writing some stuffs at school.. x.x haha.. goodbye geom x.x and hello advance algebra..(argg!) kwawa nman ako i really really hate algeb, obviously i'm not good at it but i'll really push harder this year since i'm a graduating student.. and then after that. college na! wahaha.. xD.. i know some people who already starts studying as early as now for college exams, (i actually planned on doing that also but i'm a procastinator.. sorry -_-) one is vanessa. and that's for some reason why i haven't talk to her this past few days, actually I think i'm the one who's trying to avoid her right now... I dont know, I felt so bad after seeing her in moa... hahay -_- sama ko noh... -_- ayun, I just wish I can spend the last few days of this summer as enjoyable as i can. kahit magbabad lng ng magbbad sa computer bsta masaya.. and in fact, i'm really happy whenever i talk to some people and such.. ^-^ ayun hindi ako makalaro ng zephi cause the server is down, hehe youtube nalang muna ako... xD

now playing: endless story by yuna ito

Shiawa I

hi. sorry ngayon nalang po ulit ako nakapagpost hehehe. after this past few days i've really been doing okay, i'm still addicted to net surfing, so much. hating hati na ang oras ko sa paglalaro ng zephi, o2jam, ym and forums. lol. and sometimes it's not even balanced. i've been playing zephi for almost the whole day, constantly... yes, i have already moved on from my past personal issues --- concerning about chi. see, snsbi ko na nga ba e dami niya ginawa para lang maconvince ako na forgive ko xa... but in the end ayun, we're still friends ^-^ yup, close friends. (patayin ko magssbi na hnd na ako straight, nyahahahahahar-.- (waaaaaaaaaaaa xD God please no. XD) xD

i dont know, but i'm really happy everytime i'm with chi. ^-^ masaya tlga xa kausap, and sometimes naiisip ko padin na xa parin yung unang nakilala ko. well xa pa nga only na alam ko na nga na..................... tugsh xD... well anyway at least we're in good terms again. ^_^ i dont want to feel that terrible feeling again (it always happen pag magkagalit ako or kinaiinisan na hindi naman dapat.) hehe, so there i hope she feels the same way. lol sbi pala niya sakin kgabi nung lasing xa, na naattach na daw xa sakin. but i didnt get it. =) saddest kc nsaktan tlga nia ako and at the same time happy kc lagi xa ang ksama ko. sometimes i wish i could hang with her in RL, but i know di naman kme mag-eenjoy if ever hindi tlga ako msayang ksama. proven na un. hehehe. d ko nga alam bkt nag click kme ni chi.. malayo layo ang hobbies and interest namin sa isat isa.. meron din pagkakapareho pero majority wala. dba chi?xD

~~~

meanwhile, this day is really troublesome since it's the last day before the mangaholix. i really really want to go but my dad said i can go if my brother will come. so i had to convince him for the whole day to come with me. ggr. wala na nga ako maisip kundi sweldohan nalang xa e para lang samahan ako. kainis. haha. damn. i want to go T.T some people in the WTF?! forums really wants me to go, since madami na akong EB's na na skip, especially the one EB that i really wanted to go. T.T pero nasa cebu ako nun... hahay... i'll see someone there for the first and last time--- daw. nagpapakaemo naman xa, but i try to understand him kung ano man ung reasons nya dun, haha.. pero ngayon di na kme masyado nag-uusap unlike before na sobra sobra. c chris pala to btw. hehe. xD

yup and of course i think my bestfriend will be there. that's my main reason for going. lol. ^-^ if ever it's my last time to see her for the whole summer. plus the last time i saw her-.- well di ko masyado nakasama kc mas sinamahan niya ung bf nia kesa saken T.T (joke lang nech) alam ko at alam mo na un nga, naging masama ako sakanya T.T im really sorrry T.T i dont know why im so cold when it comes to him, maybe maxado lang insecure? selosa T.T (waaaaaaah) ><>

Kanashi II

edited and no plans on brining back.

strained memories are to be forgotten, oha oha! XD

isa lang mssbi ko, happiness and sadness: ZEPHI ROCKS.! XD

Kanashi I

a simple reminder that i'll be posting my blogs here starting today. haha. (i think i'm done over xanga..err) hai hai. hopefully i'll do a lots of posting here so, be with my guys. lol. anyway why love and life? cause i can't think of any title for the moment except for that phrase of the song "chiisana inori" from fruits basket. haha love and life. (yupyup, it's a good song very calming and relaxing and the voice is just soo cute. ü) of course, i will be posting some of my thoughts for the next things, experiences that i will have. and this is my chance to be able to share them with you. (nakks naman). xempre kung interesado ka malaman. haha. ^_^

so anyway, comments are very welcome. ^_^ thanks for your time. i hope you're all enjoying your summer so far, well mine is quite boring compared to last year (which is really the best) but i'm still enjoying anyway... indulging myself to nonstop net surfing, gaming, forums ym ym and gaming again. lol. now i dont seem to go outside to hang out anymore. sometimes but not everytime. too lazy? hehe....-.-

nothing interesting really happened today, except for my enrollment. (which is really annoying, btw >_>;;) we were all hurrying up and then when we got home..well i forgot a few things. because i wasn't able to check them. so i have to go back again T.T aww. but that's ok (talaga) at least i'll be able to check my class list. sana naman dumami na kami. haha. that's all for now.

dang-chan. ü xx-is not an emo btw, mind you...-xx XD XD XD